Alone again.
On the outside at least. The baby in my belly is getting quite big... just over two months to go. I am trying to be very grown up about my choice of mate... (who has now decided to leave in search of new girls to impregnate)... and didnt even want to know about how this sacred life was going.

HE made it easy for me in the end. Turning away. offering no touch. I probably would have continued to suffer the philandering... if only he had remained affectionate towards me.

Oh well! must move along lifes highway. It saddens me not to be sharing this.... Im 41 years old. I wont be doing it again. Anyway...